Prison thoughts

As I spend my new years locked up in federal prison I have so many thoughts rolling through my head.

Memories of new years past flood through my mind and take me on an adventure that leads to a full spectrum of emotion. I think of my earliest new years memories where my sister and I would go to my grandmother’s and watch the countdown on her acient tv. I think of new years with friends where we got hotels on beaches or houses in the mountains. I then think down to Greenville where I mostly spent new years working as a bartender. New years has always been a fun Holliday for me and something I greatly looked forward to. Knowing I’m going to spend the entire next year in prison is a burden but I know I will make it through. People always say they could never do it but the reality is that anyone could. You dont have another option. In prison memories mean everything because they are your escape to a better place in life. Memories of friends flood through my mind as I scroll through stories and posts from people I care about. I think a lot of people see life as linear and only count the length, but life to me is about how much you live in the time you are alive. One thing I know for sure is that I have lived plenty of life. In this blog I would like to share my memories as they come to mind, ive been able to connect with so many amazing people that have lead me to amazing memories with them. Some of these stories are sexually explicit and some of them are just fun. What I want people to see is that the memories we share with people are really all we have of them. And they should be cherished as such.